"Our soul must perform two duties. The one is that we must reverently wonder and be surprised. The other is that we must gently let go and let be." Julian of Norwich

...Cancer teaches both!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

"What's up Doc?"

It has been I while since I have posted anything regarding my progress on this journey.  It's been two months since I was diagnosed with a "local recurrence" of colon cancer, this time in the sacral/rectal region.  It has been 3 weeks since I finshed the 15 rounds of radiation and 2 weeks since I posted on my last visit to the oncologist.   Here is an update...


Radiation

The radiation continues to be having a positive effect in terms of both pain relief and recovery of bladder function.  This is good because I am now rid of the indwelling catheter that I needed for about 5 weeks!  I'm not yet rid of the infection it left in its wake but we're working on that.   I am also completely off the morphine that was my constant companion for the same 5 weeks!  My understanding is that the radiation continues to work for some weeks after your last treatment.

Radiation Fatigue

This has improved immensely.  I went through a couple of weeks where I was overcome with fatigue.  There were times when I simply could not stay awake!  What's more, I would not feel refreshed or renewed after a 3 hour nap!  Not like me at all.  A short nap will almost always restore me.  This fatigue was even worse  than what I experienced earlier with chemo.  Fortunately it was short-lived and I am now enjoying very good energy levels.

PET Scan

This is supposed to happen in Alberta.  Edmonton I hope. (That way I can slip in a visit with Robyn and other family there!)  But I've had no word.  So I am waiting patiently...

MRI Scan Results - Liver

In the midst of this I had a regularly scheduled MRI scan of my liver to check for metastacies.  This is a 6 month routine for me although it is usually a CT scan.   I saw my liver surgeon this week and he is happy to report that things look stable in this area.  I was quite concerned before getting the results.  I didn't want another "front" to fight right now!  This is really good news.  

Treatment Plan Emerging

In my last post I mentioned that my original tumour was being tested to see if a certain growth inhibitor might work.  Well the results have come back favourable so I should be starting a new medicine soon. 



There is a certain protein known as KRAS (also known as V-Ki-ras2 Kirsten rat sarcoma viral oncogene homolog).  KRAS functions as a molecular on/off switch, regulating cell growth.  KRAS can be either  "wild" or "mutated".  When "mutated" it can lead to unregulated cell growth and it is thus implicated in many types of cancer including colon cancer.  What is important in terms of treatment is that only normal or "wild" type KRAS tumours will respond to a new class of cancer growth inhibitors.  My tumour type is KRAS - "wild", which is wildly good news.  

The long and short of it is that I will most likely be receiving a cancer growth inhibitor known by the brand name of Erbitux.    I don't know if it will be paired with any other chemo medicines or not.  I also don't know when I'll start so I am again... waiting patiently.

Other Options

There are a few other options that are beginning to emerge.  Some of them are a little further afield both geographically and practically.  I am planning to explore some of them but want to get things in place with this next line of chemo first.  Once that is done I can begin to make some enquiries about some innovative surgical, radiation, and medicinal possibilities.

I can tell you that discovering and researching these options is a lot of work.  In this I am incredibly grateful to my "semicolon" friends in the "online" colon cancer community.  Their knowledge, experience, wisdom, compassion and companionship is a blessing to me each day

Restorative Care

I am now on an indefinite period of medical leave.  There is some obvious uncertainty about when I will be able to return to work.  For now it depends on the length, side-effects, and outcomes of various treatment regimes.  I am very grateful for the time off and continued care and support of my church community, especially the wonderful folks at St. Stephen's.

My Outlook

My outlook continues to be good, my "will to live" remains strong; I've got an absolutely awesome medical team who haven't given up on me yet; I continue to be engaged in healing touch, meditation, and prayer; and I am well supported by a wide network of family, friends and colleagues.   I remain "hopeful".

That's all folks...  Rob; in Vancouver


“Life is short, and we do not have much time to gladden the hearts of those who travel the way with us. So let us be swift to love, and make haste to show kindness.”
Henri Amiel

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Rob,
Thank you for the update and your positive outlook! It keeps us all going, to know that you are so strong in your fight. We all miss you at St. Stephen's.
God bless,
Roberta

Anonymous said...

Hi Rob,
Just a quick note to let you know I think about always and I pray for you daily.
Your blog is a light in many a dark world. I always live in some amount of fear that my cancer will return, and so your blog comforts me in providing a permanent record that I might return to many years in the future - to inspire me, and reassure me that living with cancer can indeed be positive, humour-filled, deeply reflective and spiritually complete.
Grace and Peace
Anna Christie

Anonymous said...

Hi Rob...I also want to thank you for your honesty and openness. You and Pam are old and dear friends that I treasure more than words can describe and you are both in my thoughts and prayers daily. I look at this blog often so updates like this one are enormously significant.
Hi to Pam and the girls.
Love, Sandra xo

Eagranie said...

Hi Rob,

Thinking of you these days. Your strength is an inspiration.

e.

Anonymous said...

It is great that you have a team of specialists who are able to assist you in finding alternate outcomes so that you don't need to spend all you time researching. Because although it is important to know what you are going to be doing, it is equally vital for you to get your rest and to be at peace!
I love you so much. I love your little comics and clips.

Hugs and Kisses
Robyn

Mad Meter Maid said...

Hey Rob.

Glad to see that things are looking better. I just thought I would let you know that one of the doctors in Nuclear Medicine in Edmonton use to work in Port Simpson. I don't know if you remember Mike Hoskinson or not but you may run into him if you get your PET scan in Edmonton.

Keep improving

Robin

Patteee said...

You absolutely are a bright blessing (humm, I wonder if there are any dull blessings?) in the lives of your buddies on the semi-colon board. Your journey brings hope into our journey and so the circle goes. Thank you for your gift of light.

Anonymous said...

Rob,
Your blog and content are immensely valuable to me. I appreciate this bodyof work and your open honest sharing.

You bless us with your sharing,

Mike
(Mike49 on CSN discussion board)
Gilbert, Arizona